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Quickly making up her mind, Susan walked over to the massive book and began reading. At first the words seemed like gibberish, but as she continued, they slowly began to take shape. But it was much more than this. It seemed as if the words took on a life of their own. Flowing out of the book, they took shape around the room and soon they took the form of characters, as the room itself began to shape. There was a tall muscular female, who was chained at the wrist to a leaner male figure, who it seemed to have wings of some sort. In front of them was a floating figure in a shape of a sword, Susan couldn’t make much sense of this one at the moment, so she passed over it with little thought. To the right of the couple was an apparition of some sort. To be fair, they all appeared to be apparitions of some sort. However, this one particular one seemed to be more so.  Behind the couple, there was another figure. This one was supported a cowboy hat, though to call him one, was not entirely accurate. There seemed to be a growth on him, as if another intelligence was leeching off of him.

Turning her attention to the surroundings, Susan began to notice that the background began to look more and more like that of an outcrop on a cliffs edge. There was a sphere that was resting on the ground, in fact that was what the characters had seemed to have emerged from…

‘What is going on here? Susan murmured. “I wish I had a clearer picture of this story as a whole.”

The images paused, then faded into a blur as the pages began flipping back to the front of the book. There the front cover came into view…

Pre- Publication Book Cover

           Pre- Publication Book Cover

Looking intently at the cover, Susan soon desired to move on. As if reading her mind, a page in the book flipped and Susan read:

Index:

Jocren Inroducton and Illustration.

  1. Jocren action scene

Ava Introduction and Illustration

  1. Ava action scene

Fatheriam Introduction and Illustration

  1. Fatheriam and Lucky Star Action scene

John Introduction and Illustration

  1. John Action Scene

Sassy Introduction and Illustration

  1. Sassy action scene

Ninja Introduction and Illustration

  1. Ninja action scene

Lucky Star Introduction and Illustration

  1. Luck Star/Lucky Binah transformation scene

Maps

  1. Surface map of Crow
  2. Institution map of Crow
  3. Ancient Trial map of Crow

Book Two: Heroes and Villains (Waiting to be edited)

“Here lies the hero’s dilemma, there is a fine line between salvation and damnation- one man’s hero is another man’s enemy. Who is right and who is wrong, the one who wins the fight.”

Book Three: Untitled. (currently being written). This is where Susan originally started.

When I first published several of my books, Water Lily Pond, Healing Disease 1 & 2, and Therapy, I did so without the help of any publishing agency. Out of the four, only two (Water Lily Pond and Therapy) sold copies.  The one thing these two had in common, besides being short, was the art work. So, when it came to publishing Crow, this was something that I kept in mind. Originally, I paid a private artist to do the book covers for me. But when it came to publishing, I knew that I was also facing another issue and that was promoting. Personally, I believe that one of the reasons why my books didn’t succeed was that I knew next to nothing about advertising. Yes, I did promote my work on my FB page and I even tried a countdown and yet it went nowhere. The hype was not there. The exposure my books needed- was severely lacking.

Before, I go any further, yes, I tried going through a traditional publisher, only to be shot down numerous times, even to have one publisher tell me that they were only looking for well-known authors…. Needless to say, I was frustrated.  This was when, I thought I’d give Amazon on more chance, but this time I’d do things differently. First, I’d go with the cover that the artist Greg Breslow had designed for me (instead of picking from their free covers). Then I’d see if Amazon offered any kind of promotion.

While I was looking for this on Fb, I ran across an ad for B&N publishing. I clicked on it, just to see what they offered and they got a hold of me and I decided to go with their services. I had two manuscripts ready for publishing and since I had the extra funds at the time, I decided to give B&N a shot. For the two manuscripts (Crow and Project November) it ended up being $625. I figured this wasn’t too bad, given that I was already planning to spend a decent amount through Amazon. To top it all off, I wouldn’t have to deal with the frustration of formatting the manuscript.

As I progressed through the process, I switched people I was working with numerous times. To the point it was hard for me to keep track. But eventually, it settled down and I started working with Nathan (who is the project director) and Sarah.

There was a little confusion at first, but once things got going, it was decided that Crow would be better suited for a curated 30-illustrated program. Amongst others things, this included cover design and I had to make the tough decision to go with the artwork that B&N was offering.  At first, I was concerned about the price ($3,500). But B&N was willing to work out a payment plan. Now this part is a bit of an experiment. When all of this is done, I’m hoping that the book will pay for itself. But if it doesn’t, then this will be the only time that I will do this program.

There is one other thing I’d like to note. Crow has been edited numerous times. But it never had any beta readers. I tried to get some, but no one was interested at the time. When Sarah took a look at it, she started sending me back sections of the manuscript that needed some basic touch up. This is why it is always good to have an editor go over your manuscript…there is bound to be something that you missed.

But anyway, that is why I went with a Hybrid publisher. So far B&N have been good to me. They have kept their word, even promising that if I’m unhappy with any of the process and wish to terminate the partnership, then they’d refund my money. So far, I have no reason to do so, in fact I’m fairly content with the service provided and I look forward to the next couple of steps of publishing.

Sincerely,

Richard Polk

Where are our dragons to be slain?

Where are our lands to be conquered?

Where is our honor to be found?

The battles we face are of trivial ascent

We scrounge and scrape

Holding fast to the fading belief

That the storm will cease

 and the Sun will shine

We dig our heels in the mud

with back bent, we push slowly forward

only to be thrown back to where we started

where are our dragons to be slain

where are our lands to be conquered

where is our honor to be found

With our backs bent, we push slowly forward

Only to be thrown back to where we started

 Susan slowly made her way through the damp cave holding the lantern out in front of her. The walls were covered in ancient script, an Archeologists dream. None of this mattered to Susan. She was looking for something different, something that would turn her fortunes around.

Ever since college, Susan struggled to find steady work. It was always an odd job here and an odd job there. Enough to meet her particular lifestyle for a couple of months, at least until the next job came along. Susan knew that eventually she would have to find something steadier, something permanent. This is why this latest job was so important. It was the last chance that she had to prove herself- to herself.

Walking around bend, Susan’s mouth dropped open in shock, a wide-open cavern lay in front of her. Spaced roughly four feet apart, altars consisting of gold and silver hugged the walls of the cavern. In the center of the room, stood a hand carved red diamond throne. On either side of the throne, stood a massive book its pages sparkling from the paper-thin Gold Leafs, that held strange encryptions. Stepping into the cavern, Susan failed to notice the pressure plate that lay hidden beneath the debris that scattered the caverns entrance.  

Boom!

Susan jumped at the sound of the crumbling stone as the entrance to the cavern came tumbling down. Turning around, she saw that she was for the moment trapped in the cavern. “Well, I might as well make the best of a bad situation.’ Susan grumbled. Stepping further into the room, she looked around again, but her gaze kept coming back to large book that stood in the center of the cavern

End of blog


 

Why can’t things work out? Why does everything seem to go wrong?

I’m fed up, I’m tired. I was hoping that maybe for once things would be easy…

I guess this kind of thing is not meant for someone like me

Perhaps I’m just tired and need some rest.

But that kind of thing doesn’t pay the bills

It doesn’t bring peace to those I care about/Those I love

I know that I’m tired and need some rest

How can I, when all I hear is loud angry voices

Yelling at each other….

Yes, I am frustrated, very frustrated

But I’m not going to give up

I can’t

To many are relying on me

My family, my work, the government who believes they need a portion of everything I make, buy, and breathe…

How do you thrive in a system that is designed to keep you down?

I don’t know, but I know that all of this will not last forever

For now though, I am tired and need some rest.

What do I want this new blog to be about?

It should be mirroring the current novel I’m working on. But what do I want to do? And will it be successful?

That last part is a toss-up. I’ve had blog series that turned out successful, whereas I’ve had other ones that completely fell through.

I think that part of it, is finding the time and dedication to do this. If, I’m invested in writing these stories, then they come easier.

Now this story should have things dealing with bondage, mysticism, Babylonian themes etc. Perhaps the writings of a priest or priestess, mystic…that kind of thing…and their stories are what is happening in the novel- to an extent.  

Perhaps, I can have an archeologist find the scrolls or tablets that record these stories of the priest. Though, I believe that I would want to make it relevant to the story- that is I believe that I would want to have one of Fatheriam’s clan or brotherhood telling the stories? Perhaps it is a little of his back story as well. Though, I really don’t want to make this too difficult.

All of this of course will be decided once I actually start working on this blog series.

Sincerely,

Richard Polk

(Fatheriam High priest) Jocren come to the top of the mountain, come to where the moon meets the earth

Embrace Ava, while the moon is full. Take her into your chambers

(Jocren) I will go to the top of the mountain, where the moon meets the earth

There I’ll embrace Ava and take her into my chambers

I lay down my bow at the door

For the elk is far from here

(Ava) I wait for you my love at the top of the mountain, where the moon meets the earth

Embrace me, when the moon is at its fullest, take me into your chambers

Leave you bow at the door

For your doe is waiting for you here.

(Fatheriam) Gather Oh People of Crow

To the top of the mountain, where the moon meets the earth

Bear witness to this Holy Ritual, of the binding of two souls, into one

(People of Crow) We gather here oh priest,

To bear witness of the binding of Jocren and Ava

Let them go into the chambers and become one

(Fatheriam) Two enter, one emerges?

A willing sacrifice demanded by Crow.

(People of Crow) Two Enter, one emerges?

Willing sacrifices, to appease Crows lust.

(Jocren) Come my love

Let us enter into the chamber

Rest in my arms, as our binding falls

we will become one

As the moon meets the Earth

(Ava) I am with you my love,

We will become one with the moon

As its’ crest touches the earth.

Taking a moment to let his words sink in, I realized that I didn’t have much of a choice. Standing up, I walked over to the table where Koschei was sitting. Stoping in front of him, I requested permission to join their organization. Koschei looked up at me from his seat, “So, I see that you have gotten off of your high horse and have decided to mingle with us riff-raff.”

Trying to think of a way to apologize without coming across as rude pompous ass, I replied, “To start off with sir, I’d like to apologize for taking your food. Without paying for it. I was hungry and desperate. I’d be honored if you’d allow me to join your organization and though I don’t much about the art of thievery, I’m willing to learn.”

Koschei frowned. “First off, lower your voice when speaking about our trade. Secondly, I care less about you taking the food and more about you getting caught. To top it off, you wasted what you took.  Don’t let me catch you, getting caught again. Now, we will teach you everything that you need to know and who knows, possibly within time, you will rise in through the ranks. For now, though you will start out as an/enforcer. Kneel and kiss my ring”

Getting down on one knee, I kissed the ringed paw, that was held out to me.

***

And that my dear friends was how I got started in the cat Mafia. Koschei was right, within a couple of years I worked my way up through the ranks. I had left my old life behind me and I was better cat for it.

The End

Hissing in surprise, I jumped from the wall, dropping my stolen dinner in the process.

“And there you go wasting perfectly good food.” The voice said, as I stared into the bright green eyes of a medium sized cut with slivery blue fur. “We’re going to have to work on your reflexes, if you’re going to work for me.”

“Work for you? What line of trade are you in?”

“Boris- the one who you refer to as Hobo- and I are business partners. We head the Slight of Paw- Moscow division. Boris is in charge of recruitment and I do the training.”

“Why are you telling me all of this?”

“Because you are going to work for us. We will train you, giving you all the tools you need to succeed in this business. Who know, perhaps one day you will even be able to move yourself up.”

“You want me to become a thief, like you?”

“Why yes? Do you think this life is too good for you?”

“I never said that.”

“Oh, but you did…and yet you were the one who was caught stealing food. Look I’ll get straight to the point. As far as I can see you don’t really have any other options. You’re a country cat in a large city and you have no pertinent skills to fall back on. Besides all of this you owe me for stealing from my stand. Now, I’m standing here offering to take you in and set you on a successful career path. Are you really going to let pride get in your way. I’m going to give you a few minutes to think over my proposal. When you have made up your mind, come and find me. I’ll be sitting at a table to the right of the deep-fried mouse food stand. Turning around he walked back into the center of the court and disappeared in the crowd.

I had an emotional break down.

It wasn’t anything major-

Just my emotions taking over-

A bit of a hiccup, you might say.

It is a thought, a notion.

Undoubtedly untrue-

But yet – there is no evidence to prove otherwise

Now, I’m not talking about the basic stuff-

In fact, in this area, I seem to be lucky or blessed.

My basic needs are met- yes, I do have to struggle and fight for them- but they are provided.

Yes, I have been incredibly lucky when it comes to my health and overall safety…especially at work. It seems that something or someone has been watching my back

And yet, where is the breakthrough?

Where is the breakthrough that I have been looking for, that I have been searching for- where is the meaning – the purpose that I long for? Yes, yes, I know, I’m where I’m suppose to be right now and all I need is a little patience.

But how long am I supposed to be patient?   

I have been looking for this breakthrough, ever since I started down this path. I have learned a good may things during my time here and I have no doubt that there are more things for me to learn. But I’m tired of waiting and I yearn to move on… and yet the Guide remains silent?

Could it be that I have closed myself off? Did I wander or stray? Perhaps? Am I trying to go back? Maybe.

But back to where, when it seems that I have been left to find my own way and yet blocked at every turn.

What is going on? Why can’t I succeed? Why does it feel that I’m cursed – rather than blessed?

Why doesn’t the Guide speak to me?  When will it be my time to shine?

Am I looking at this the wrong way?

I’m trying not to be selfish. I’m trying not to make it about myself

And yet, I know what this is how it sounds.

I just want to know, when will I be useful- when will my potential be fully utilized?

How much longer do I have to wait?

How much longer do I have to stand at the ready?

Is there more that I have to learn?

If so, what?

Tell me, teach me, so that I can learn and move on from here

But do not let me stand here in the silence, wondering where you are